is there any worth in what comes before? we see it all and feel it all but do we need it? well we need to get away from it we believe. so we need to know it then. you can get away from a body but you can’t get away from a shadow, you can’t get away from a ghost. you need to know it and see it, then you can reject what is known, reject what is seen.


old rotting fruit sitting on withered vines. old cold thoughts rotting in our minds. we don’t care for this any more its been too long it gone too wrong to listen to these rules any more. sometimes your mind and your body make decisions before you do, they know before you do. your ears simply stop listening before you even realise that what’s being said is not worth listening too. your ears realise that they haven’t pricked or bristled at the dripping of the old words in too long. and they simply close up.


they close up. but it is our mistake if we take there being nothing worth listening too to mean there’s no point in having ears. just because there’s nothing worth looking at does not mean there’s no need for eyes. you just have to make the world worth seeing, make the world worth hearing, make the world worth loving and lusting after. when was the world last worthy of lust? has it ever been?


can we make it worthy of lust? can we make it worthy of love? can we make it worthy of blood, sweat and of tears? can we do anything for this grey drab multi-coloured tapestry? we can. we can. we can.

under hereditary collapse. we continue.